Friday, September 18, 2009

Less thought

Because I know it's time to write a real blog entry but I don't feel like putting thought into one. So here is this. Thanks Day for the inspiration.

Finish these sentences...

Maybe I should...be asleep?
My ex is....not the guy for me.
I love...God
People would say that I am.... different
I don't understand...a lot of things in life right now that I wish I could understand.
When I wake up in the morning...I will ponder going back to sleep and then realize in two weeks I might skip this certain class when I go out of town so i should probably not in...6 1/2 hours.
I have lost...some valuable me-God-Bible time that I need more than anything right now. Literally.
Life is full of... unexpected things.
My past has taught me...that life is hard, but God is always here holding me tight.
I get annoyed...when residents talk about me outside my door when I'm actually in the room and can hear everything.
Parties are...not really my cup of tea anymore.
Dogs... are good friends
Cats...like to hide.
Tomorrow is...Friday.
I have a low tolerance for...people who act like they know everything.
If I had a million dollars...I would go to Germany, get some rad treatment for my mom, and give the rest to people who need it.
I am terrified..of roaches.
I've come to realize that my last kiss... will not be as good as my next one.
I am listening to...my fingers on the keyboard as I type and my slightly stuffy nose as I breathe.
I talk... to myself sometimes.
My friends... feel so far away.
My first real kiss... was with a guy I shouldn't have been dating and I don't actually ever think about it anymore. take that.
Love is...God.
Marriage is...something that I hope to be involved in within the next less than 4 years.
Somewhere, someone is thinking.... about laying out and watching the stars.
I'll always... confuse myself
The last time I really cried... I wished I was not in a room by myself.
My cell phone is...purple.
Before I go to bed... I turn the light out.
Right now I am thinking about... everything.
Babies... are precious.
Today I...did homework for about 8 hours... no joke.
I really want to... accomplish a lot of things right now that all conflict with each other.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

12 weeks

As of Monday I will have been back in the States for 12 weeks.
How do I feel about that?
Well let's just say I still feel a pain in me that makes me feel like I'm not where I'm supposed to be... or that I could be doing much better things elsewhere.

and that's all I have for you tonight.